return of the lost spring ( experimenting surreal poetry in free form)

E A S Y

it was,

for YOU 

to c#anze the wOrld i believed in... 

youcameyouchangedandyouwent                       away ......

'blissfully' :))

ignorant   about  == autumn equinox  ==

leaving me @  ##stranded in a sordid squalid## 

to stand along the lengtheningshadows............... 

and gather [{()}} fallen leaves

as the daylight deficit      

into an      eloooongated              polar        w,i,n,t,e,r ,

an urge of    -----emotional hibernation------      ///eclipsed///      reason

to survive the ::::frigid:::: eternity::::: of :::::a:::: dry::::: ice::::::: glacier:::::::::::::::::::: 

(wrapped)

in a notional warmth ~~~ of steadfastness 

to live      

with + out   UOU (you)

dRunk 

on a surreal cOnCoCtIoN of Imaginative REALITY

h*a,ll-u**c,i;n:a_t 1n^g   salvation

with     w  i  d  e     ) open (       eyes 

i know 

i will keep chANngiNG 

___subliming*****

m=e=t=a=m=o=r=p=h=o=s=i=n=g

into                extinction

{what will remain

is the  (notion of)

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>[return of the lost spring]}!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!